Js in the house``

normal day...

normal day.....nothing feeling special at all...

but...i'm so expect the coming of monday...

becoz...i can meet my mum on that days...

happy...1st time i gotta this feeling for her...

might be...i'm too miss her...XD

hahahaha...

still have little childish...

i think to tell her...

''mum..i love u..''

but..i din dare to speak it out...

just put the feeling in my heart...

i trust that..she will got it...

^^...

i got a new franz again...

he is name william...

he is nice..

damn friendly...

treat like his smaller sister...

always kidding with me...

i love this feel..^^..

it can cheer up my humor...

make me won't thinking about the bad damn thing...

he is malaysian too...

but we are talk mandarin...

because we both are used to speak mandarin..

cause the ppl around us also speak english n mandarin...

he is great...he can speak the english as well..

more good than me...

so...i can't gv up...

i should same with him too...

damn jealous...

he is wroking at the car shop..

AUDI...@.@

i love AUDI car...

because JJ lin are drive AUDI..XD..

but it really quite good...

that was my dreAM Car...^^

gv my mum a call again at yesterday...

we are talkactive...

hahaha..

disscuss about the money...

disscuss about the else that happen at home..

lastly,my mum asking me...

izit feel unhappy working here...

i'm blur-ing...

then i answer just little..not at all...

then she ask why...

i say...

actually i think to continue studying...

studying b a nurse...

she ask why i din say before..

i say...

while i decided to tell u all...

the economy problem situation zre happening..

how i pitiless to saying out my mind??

ooh pls...i won't do it...

my mum are keep silence...

actually...

watever i'm feel so tired...

i just have one target...

that is find a good way ,

to let them get a good living enviroment..

just simple...

i dun have think too much of rubbish thing..

key the target and try my best...

finally...

i noe...no one that can let me cling to...

always rely on one's own effort...

isn't means i'm awesome..

just means this society n world is cruel!!

i'm begin to b a wack...

suddenly laugh..suddenly moody...

whats wrong hur??

i also dun know whats going on of my mind..

izit i got the autism??

@.@lol...mm hai gua...

i like to talking with the mirror...

singing by alone...

but...i used to singing...

thats my hobbies whats...@.@

over hurt by the love??

over alone at the SG...??

kenot like that la...

i wanna bck the Js before..

that one no trouble...

always keeping laughing...

always keeping the cute attitude..

always cheer ppl up...

i wanna the original Jschoong...

can i get it??

i need someone to chat with me...

even just sms...

i also can feel im real being...

if not...

i feel this world are forgot me already...

everything...everyone...every places are discrepancies...

ah ling are change...

she keeping think about the bad...

more badly then me...

this cruel society are mees me up la...

damn trouble...almost faint..@.@

god~~~~~

still aren't find my future way yet...

izit means my life be over ??

lol......damn feeling worry...

waht i should gotta do??

but...u should b strength...

the word i keeping say with myself...

GAMbat3h...!!

dun gv up...

everything are gonna b okay...

p/s:

watever how hurt...

watever how hard...

watever how tired...

the time are running....

and it can prove anything...

it can prove it nothing can't forget...

nothing can't b true...

it will prove...you can sucess anything ...

u are not the loser...try ur best n do it..

thats is...