enjoyed the music..

Recently...
i likes to view the video of FB kbox kking...
i think to get some skill from it...
because i like to singing...
i will not to b a singer..but...
music is my hobbies..^^damn love it...
the music by jason chen...
the song by JJ lin...
that were much nice of it...


yesterday...
i'm crying again...hahaha...
crazying...suddenly...feel so sad...
cry is the way to let the sadness out from my mind...
i gotta see the bear that he send for me...
i beginning to talk with myself...
i have to try to tight my tears...
but..if i still continue tight up my mind...
i gonna b crazy...i'm so tired...
so i choose to release...crying!
after the days that i break with him...
i'm dun noe which days is i can b happy from my heart...
when my brain are full of him..
it remind me the seat that he have at my heart...
all my emotion are related by him...
i'm already trying my own good to let it go...
to forget all about him...
i really try my best...but it still not work...
watever i try my hard to forget..
but,it just ley me more miss him...more love him...more care about him...
watever i know we are impossible...
i still let the nice ''him'' live in my heart...
i gotta listen his remix song at last day...
it make me feel so close with him...
actually it not good at all...
but...i love it...i love to listen it...
but i never click the button of ''like''....
i just wanna like this...just wanna looking for him at the far place...
watever how much i feel heart pain...
how much i miss u...
how much i love u...
i still choose this way to guardianship for him...
just because the word i love u...


i have few days..dun have gv my mum a call...
damn missing...
i have many word to tell them...
many secret think to tell them...
i feel so scared...so stress...so alone over here...
but...i knew it...
i should b stronger...more mature than before...
GAmbAt3H...!!