izit i'm really change?

i gotta thinking more matter at this few weeks...
i'm become cool again...
i really understand all about the thing i think to know..
but...when i face my best friends...
i can feel the happy are surge out of my heart...
because i really miss her so much...
n my family...gotta webcam with them while i off...
watever we liv3 at the different places...
we still can feel so close...
because is not of the distance...is in the heart...
I LOVE U GUYS....


i planning my saving money everyday...
i think to change others work...
i dun have keep continue in this work...
got damn!!!!
before my takahashi boss just request us to do more better..
but now...this boss are request us to make it b perfect!
what the fxxk off.. man..
i'm not the robot...can keep moving..
keep working...
i'm human!! i will feel tired too!!
i will feel confused!! i will feel sleepy!!
all because i'm human pls!
just shut up ur fucker mouth pls!
BOSS is not means at all...
u make me gonna b crazy u know???
i begin have some problem of my spirit already...
stop to make me get more stress..
i need breathe...


actually...i never think to let everyone know my mind...
because i think to hide it all..
just let the ppl around me feel more happy...
include xiao wen...
he is a good man ..i know it...
but...i still can't accept him...
i know..he never force me to accept him...
but now..he got a GF...
i dun wan to destroyed their relation...
beacuse i just dun wan to get something thats not belong to me...
but...finally...i gotta send to him too...
because...he is only one ...will care about my feelings...
but...i hope u will clear that...
thats is ...u gotta GF already...
dun b so care about me...
it's will make her feel so sad...
i have that feel before...so...i dun wan to let others girl...
feel like that because i'm being...


pray for god...
n pray for me...
pray...i can b success in mydream...