31st August 2011
I’m gonna sick…@.@
Headache few days ago…keep more bad ,sore throat…
Lol…whats wrong ooh…long time no sick jorr lehh…
After this few months…I begin to less sms with other people…
I dunno…what time I begin like that…
Suddenly…have some screen appear in my mind…
The screen that…I together with all my secondary schoolmate…
2in1 steambot days…sunway days…teachers day…
KFC gathering with our teacher and her child…
That’s so funny…happily…friendship…
But now…after graduation…we all are separate…
Have a different way…some of them choosing working…
some of them are studying…
I think more special is me…
Everbody…think I’m so rich…n have a good life here…
Mayb…but…it’s complicated…
Ya…I really earn many money from here…
But…I have my pressure…
Have my problem too…not just the surface that u all noe…
Actually…I din regret come to SG…
Because…only I leave that can make me feel better…
I know it…
not everybody also can make them dream come true..
but…I think to did it…what ever how difficult…
I just wished I can done it…pray for me pls….
Haizz….gotta missing someone again…
But,this times…I din cry…I learning to let it go….
May be…I still love him…
I know…he hurt me…
But the Chinese say…’’越爱越伤’’…
This is real…i know…may b I can get one more better man …
Until now…I still can get the boy that can make me feel so right..
Always feel..he is the best…anyone I also used to compare with him…
Also feel…no one are better than him…
But…he is no handsome…
No skill…knowledge no full…but…
I only love him…when I can get leave from this feeling…
many matter are happened to me…
at the first..i dun know how to face it…disscuss it..
now…I trying my best to survive in this cruel community…
listen it…that’s all done by myself…
izit can prove I’m grow??XD…
but…I still hope can have a Mr.right appear…
care all about me…
I needed caring…but the love make me frighten…
I trust that…anything will gonna b alright…
My bro saying thank you to me…
Because I buy the new watch to him…
The touch screen watch…damn cool one…
Haha…I hope he will take care about it la…
Actually I very fond him what…dun know he can feel it or not…
I’m hard to earn money to gv him buy a I-PAD…
Hahaha…may b I’m so idiot…but as a sister…
That the thing I can do…can’t help him at his homework…
Just can encourage in his study…
hope he will not make me feel disappointed…
pray for god….!!
P/S..
Finally…I know…
the love originally can make someone feel bad like this tune…
the chinese say…
‘’和爱的人分开始痛苦…和不爱的人分开始痛快…’’
This was the attitude that we have…
But I hope..except him I still can get the better one…
No love not equal we will die…it’s means the new beginning…
JSchoong…GAMbat3h…!!!
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