Js in the house``

19th August 2011

countdown more 3days...then i can see my mum...

damn feeling happy...

but...at the same time...

i feel worry about my future too...

just..think to change the OL jobs...

also too hard...

actually just few problem...

1.salary no enough...

2.i din hv the great score at my SPM...

3.i'm not creative...

4.i  should get the salary that can cover my F.economy...

i din care b a sales...

what job i also will try my best to done it..

i din scared tired...

i din scared...alone...

i just wanna to let my family to get a good life...

why no one are understand me??

it's that a hard thing to trust me??

the planning i plan have a long time...

becoz ur one word...

then can destroyed it...

u all noe it...

i can't get my dream come true at this situation...

if i din care about my family...

the who will??

u ??

my elder sis??

my brother??

my parents are beginning old...

i dun noe the day after tomorrow will be how...

so...

i just cherish the family i have now...

pls....

stand at my way...

and use my sense to feel it...

what i want...

what i should do...

pls...it's not hard rite??

u din intro the job for me...

it's ok...

pls dun use the word to attack me again...

i really can't cover it...

it's hurt...

i always just need some support...

but all of u..

just noe to reject me...

always say...

no nid...

no use...

i just want u all stand at my way n think...

if u is Jschoong...

n u face the same problem i have...

what u gotta do??

still studying??

still say...it's ok???

still feel no stress than ur studying??

still can feel happy??

many else are happened in this year...

heartbroken....composed....

if this world really have a doraemon...

can i make a wish or deal from it??

P/S:something...

not u try ur hard n effort to make it better..

then u can get the good fate...

and no one u can trust at world...

except ur family...

(Js...just got it...

n let the past gone...

try ur own to get ur happy life...

GAMbat3h...)