cloudy....4/8/2011

it's a unhappy day again...
i chg  my blog link already...
i dun wanna let others ppl talking about my blog that i written...
damn faint...
i just think to record the whole that i feel...
the mood that i have...
the else are happened today...
dun make me b stresss more okay?
i need a way to release all my mind...
pls forgive...

yesterday...i review the photo that i have with my ipoh franz beforre...
heartbreaker again...the feeling of upset of mylove are appear...
i noe watever i hiding...
i can lies my family...i can lies my franz...
i can't lies myself...because...i really love him...
i noe i need gv up...
i noe without me..he will b more happiness...
more happy...more enjoyed his life...
i have say gv up to him many times...
but i really really can't do it....
i really love him too much...
so...i no choice...
even me..also dun noe why i gotta this feelings to him...
sometimes...i love him untill non-stop...
untill just can remember the sweet moment we have...
the cute look that he have...the soft action he have...

i dun know why my heart always keep waiting for something...
keep waiting the legend...
actually i know it's too impossible...
but i still keeping waiting...
the first time i gotta fall in love to him so deeply...
because i love him...i dun  know the way that relate with him...
may be is my false...
i dun have care about him...i'm too lose...
but...the god gv me one more chance...i sure will make it be better...
the conclusion will b different than now....


i'm so sorry...it's all because i love u too much...
may b u diin believe it...
if have the day u hurt...
just turn bck ur head...u will got...
i always right behind u...given u support...


without u...i can't get the reality feel at my lif3...
always feel lonely...
i always think if i get more franz...
may b i will got different feels...but,it not work...
i keeping act happy...nobody gotta noe my heart...
i block u n ur GF at facebook...
not i hate u...
i just dun wanna see u two happiness status...videos..photo..
watever...
thats make me heartbreaker....n can't breathe...
i trying my best to congrats both of u...
i'm always try n try my best...
in ur eyes...u just can see her being...
n me...just like a strangers...
but,i will always love u....