more 19 days...then i can bck my warmy home..:)
in this month...really have a big change between me and my classmate..
all is change become beauty and handsome...
all is change become strangers...:(
include me...
sometimes just feel confused...
i always ask myself...everyone is walk ahead for their dream..
how about u??
just only earn money?? and looking for the famous brand..
such like..prada..timberland?? SK??Gucci?? puma??
isn't i say i want make my life be more meaningful and better than before?
but....now....i gotta to for it??
it's nothing right??argh...
faint...
i also have my own problem..
family...future...my dream...my lover...my franz...
family...something is happen between my elder sister and my mom..
oh pls, sis...do u know how much ur parent love you?
if they're not worry about you...not care about you...
they will no speak it out one word...
pls...don't everything just trust ur boyfriend...
that's your mum...u din trust your mum..??
if that...what the means of a mother..??
what the value that your mother have??
izit nothing?? if that...i will hate you...
when you talk pls think clearly...
i'm your small sister..also can mature then u...
why u can't??
izit u think just only RM6000 then can get marry..that's enough?
like this then u can feel perfectly contented??
u never jealous other people can wear a beautiful wedding dress??
u never jealous other girls...can get blessing from everyone..??
pls think clearly...ok??
my dream....
what i can do for it??
nobody are understand me...
nobody know what i want...
sister say...this school not easily can sucess to approve from the school...
haizzzz...:(
last day..boon heng intro a girl to me...
she is 20 years old...(this year)...
she is beutiful girl...
i'm be honored to know her as a franz...
but..:(...the word she say..let me feel hurt...
i know...my SPM result...not very good...
i know...my math not very good too...
but...i can try my hard to through all the examination or assignment...
i swear...if i can...i will try all my best and best...
becoz...i just think to prove ...i can do it...
i can do it........can u dun just despise me??
future....
if i really can't success to get in the school...
i think i will back ipoh...
get a part-time and go get a license...
after i get the license...
''may be''...just ''may be''...
i will go ask xiao wen and be sales...
if can't...may be will back Singapore again...
be a cashier or what matter...:(
still dunno what i gonna do right now...
haizzzzzz...faint!!!
friends...
recently...i got heard a bad news...
that is...candy's mum just left few days live...
i know...she is sad...she is very very unhappy...
because that is her mother...
but...she still need keep to working...
feel poor to her...:(
think to get her a console...but...
i din smart to console people...
i'm sorry candy....i dunno what can i say...
and i dunno what i can do for you...
but...if u want to find someone to talk...
just find me...
left message in my fb mailbox...also can...
i must reply yours...
whatever what happen...pls...still keep smile after sad...
god bless you....``
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