2012年1月13日星期五



playing the music and pay attention to writing my blog..
have a long time didn't come here and leave my mood..
and my own story that happen to me recently...
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argh...i'm damn busy arount in this few weeks...
non-off day..==...it's fucking tired...
but...i'm still no die yet...
i wanna going back and take a look for my parents and ...
my dear friends!!!^^
suddenly ...i discover my english got little bit improve...
mwahaha...some customer also praise me...
wow...girl ...ur english is very good...
==...actually...i just only can speak the simple one...
if ur guys speak more hard one...
then i will feel bler bler already...
well,whatever...i will keep to improving my language..


yesterday,i heard a bad news from my friends...
candy's mother is pass away...
when i heard this news...
i feeling sad...even i never saw her mother before...
i can feel her feeling...
candy....gambateh...dun be give up...
we're always give u the unlimit support ...
anything is getting back to the beginning...
so that,it was another new life to you...
keep strenght...:)...i love you friends...
you are not alone...


more one weeks...
i can going back to my home...
argh...and that...
my sister help me register the application from the school already..
60% hope i can get the school...
40%i will miss him...i think to stay...
but...izit he think like this also??
he always say he busy recently...
busy?fine...i no need u call me and chat one hour..
only few minutes also can...
and..i just think to get a message from you...
just say..i'm reach home...and going to slp soon...
gudnite...thats it...
thats simple...right??
why for you...that was a impossible mission??
damn feeling hurt...
i have a nightmare yesterday morning...
sudden discover...u are not love me as real...
i'm just a toy...that u playing when u feeling alone...
and yesterday i ask you...are you really love me..
no reply...damn damn feeling hurt...
i just think to get a answer...
even it's just a lies...but u didn't say anything to me...
is that means u not love me...
the one u love still is ur wife...
why i'm so stupid??
why i wanna to be a idiot becoz of u??
pls....if u dun love me...just tell me...
dun like my x bf...
it's fxxking heartache!!!
i hate that feel!!


sudden.........feel moody.....
think to crying......:(



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