countdown 15 days more from now...
everyday just countdown the date that i going back...
i decided!! i wanna dye a ''red'' hair..:)
just think too look sharp and fresh...
new style...and get a ''fake hair''...hoho..^^
guys...when i'm coming back u all will feel i'm different..:)
because i'm not the childish ''Js'' anymore...
stay expect for it...
recently...work as smooth...
no scolding by them..no any complaine from them..
i love this feel...i just wanna like this only..
it's simple...anything i do wrong u just tell me...
i will redo...dun just gossip me at my back...
thq...because both of u...let me know everything...
thx a lot!!!
in this month...got many ''tauke'' come from other store...
told me...i'm look so passion for my working...
think to hire me to be their staff...
some is cashier...some is waitress...
faint..@.@...sorry jess...i just think to finished this job as soon...
then i can leave...
i think to study...
ofcause have something else make me...
hesitate...
but...i should know that...
he wont be mine...never..
last time i just ask him...izit still live in yew tee vf his wife...
he told me...
''y u ask like this..?
got what meaning...?''
and i say:''nothing i just asking...(think to explaine)''
he say'''not...i ask u ...u ask like this got what meaning''
i angry and say:''i ask also cannot meh? then next time i din ask again lor..''
both vf us is silence...
feel hurt...damn hate myself...
y i will love this man??
izit i can no feeling to my boyfriends sleep vf others gals?
izit i should just keep no comment vf that?
ok! fine! i know...ur economy no good...
so ...u can leave that place in temporary...
ok..i appreciate to you...
can u care my feelings???
i'm a human man...i have feeling...i have to feel hurts...
can u dun treat me like that..??
everytime i ask u...izit miss me...
and u just say...''你说呢?''
and i say:''sure u have..''
after that...u dun have reply me...
what that means...??
i always ask myself...y i should love as difficult in mylife?
the word of ''love''...it's can't alive and being in my own life..
may be single will better for me...
why you always dont know how expect i think to heard u say...
''i miss u too''/''i love you..:)''/''gudnite,my dear''
just only the simple word...
can make me expect whole day...
always looking to my phone...
but no any message...
everytime i heard the ringtone is on...
i look it...it's not ur message...
feel sad....before i break vf u...
i think we can have our own memory...
after that...i can feel ...
at least...我们曾经拥有过...
the new years is near...
many paper say...this is the end of the year for this earth...
izit really??
if that...i think to die vf my family....
because i clearly...the family is most important in mylife..
when i face the trouble ...the first appear in my mind is ..''family''...
thx mother u born me...
thx father u make me...:P
thx sister u protect me...
thx brother u always bully me...
all of you gv me the wonderful childhood...!!
*i din do to see the poor old women or man appear in front me...
because they will make me feeling to cry...==
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