Js in the house``

yeepee!!^^
going home tonite after finish my working...
feeling excited..:)
mummy..daddy...sis...bro...my dear dear friends...
my dear mummy keya...my dear babi bao cai...
i'm BACK!!!


mwahaha..
can going gai gai vf u all ler....
long time didn't see u all...:)


whether how happy i have right now...
i also...have many....unhappy else...
ofcause..all the unhappy things...
is come from him...
today...i got review the wedding video again...
the character is him and his wife...
i'm a idiot...always try to hurt myself...
but...i can't control my self..
because...i can't control the curious i have...
i think to know...
me and his wife...which is his most love...
ofcause i know the answer..
but...i always...think to find the answer that i wished..
and always crying after review that video...
haiz...
he contact me ady yesterday...
just a short msg...
but..i'm no greedy...for me thats enough...
it's real...it's truth...


i have to know...he won't love like he love his wife...
i always can't replace her...in his heart...
no matter what she done to him...
no matter she is a lesbian now...
he still love her...it's a truth...
it's time to go..Js...
he won't be yours forever...
dun pay any expectation for it...
u will be hurt...!!


-是时候狠下心来....不要再那么不要脸的去请求男人爱自己..
-不要再去要那乞求回来的爱了...