Js in the house``

recently...feeling damn boring for my fxxker life..!!
what the fxxk ..man!!=3=...
i dun want this kind of life...help pls...
damn no meaningful... feeling no reality...
just like a dream....@.@
god....!!!! 
so...now...i think to get a iphone 4...
may be it's too late...but...i think it's ok what...
still got many ppl use it...but the iphone 5 is coming soon...@.@
iphone 4 will be outdate soon...T^T...
but i just can get it when it b cheaper worr...
haizzz....what i should do yup..@.@buy which???


already few days din gv my parents a call...
izit they are worry me..??suddenly think to know ..
the place i have in their heart...
mama...baba...i miss you right now...
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mama...i miss the vege u cook...
baba...i miss the word u scold me...
mama...i miss the screen that i have the lunch with u after school...
baba...i miss the look that u drinking beer...
mama...i miss the face when u slping...
baba...i miss ur laugh when u  are kidding with us...
dad...mum...i really ♥  u all so much...are u feel it..??
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everyday keep count down the date i left ..
everyone asking me...izit go travel during the CNY...
and i just keeping answer...''i wanna go home..!!''
they say why...i say no why...
no reason...just i think to back home...
my warmth house...more 3 months from now...!!
not too long what...i will be back soon...wakaka...XD
everytime when i'm imagine the screen that i gotta back home...
i also will feeling damn happy...because...
i can meet up my franz...secondary school friends...
my takahashi dearest friends....makzzz..!!


i already confirm the way i should take for my future...
can take some rest now...hohoho...
so why i feel damn boring recently...just because..
i'm nothing to do...and nothing at all...so..=3=...
i gotta go picnic with william this sunday afternoon...oh yea!
ths william so much and much...he always cheer me up...
and gv the opinion that most reality...and gv me some good idea...
he is good good man...so...
i wished you can get a GF that really love you from the heart ya...
and thank you...because you always bring me out and have some fun..
thanks a lot...william...^^


i always tell myself...love is not important...
no love in your life...then just try to make yourself b more good..
the one that u love u can't get it...then just try to let him get his happiness..
may be it won't be easy...but...just try your hard...
anthing just let it autogeny...take it easy...
if that girl can give him the happiness he want...
if that girl can make him be happy...
if that girl lost can make him confuse and sadness...
why i din let him get all he want...
Js...be easy guys...if u love him...just let it go...pls...


P/S: never love...never know the hurt...
       after you got to see he together with others girls...
       then you can get that feel right now...