Js in the house``

Today is a BAD DAY…

Think to gv my mummy a call…but…

Because the car are spoil…then we go take car today…

But we  late…so can’t gv mummy a call…damn disappoint…haiz….

Damn tired….not tired on the body…is my heart…

Feel too tired…think to have a rest…but…where I can go..??

No franz…no family here…

who can let me pour out one's own bitterness…and my heart bare…

god….!!!who can rescue me..??

damn feeling  I’m in a maze..

can’t get the dream I have..can’t find the way out…

I’m just simple…just think to make my life be more meaningful…

Just think to find the reason that I’m being here…

I got a bad news today..make me sudden moody…can’t laugh…

What the bad damn things keeping happen to me…

Before I coming SG…I think…I still have many franz will remember the Jschoong..

but..finally…

Just only few of them…will contact me…will chat with me…

Will console me…but now…what I have now???

I have nothing….!!

Baocai>>>keeping busy for her homework before…now..she finish her final exam…But…one subject is fail…I dun wan she gv  up…the problem of money…I can gv her some help…I din care about the money…but…except it…I dunno what I can do for her…damn feeling sorry…(make me feel moody and worries…)

Kim keya>>>she also in some problem of her study life…keep repel by gals…whatever which corner she reach…also encounter the same problem…but I’m be incapable of telling something like console...so only tell her…I will always right beside her…(make me feel sorry for her…)

Yuen ling>>>break with john..but got a new lover again…it’s damn unbelievable…I also think they will be together whole life…but…haiz….just can say…人是善变的….(disappoint…)

Fong yee>>>she nothing to change…but…just because she never change…I got it…how childish we have before…she was good in everything…nothing to let me worry about her…

Wzaii>>>he is the someone...i so care…I always think…he was my best fran in life…but the conclusion it just same…lost contact…and din pay any attention for me anymore…just review the msg we have before…crying…原本最关心我的人也消失了…(disappoint…)

After all of this…I finally know that…family is most good one…won’t leave me…won’t  ignore me…ofcause…everyone also have something to do in their life…they won’t because of u and stop the get something they wanted…who are you??

I really feel so hurt of all kind of this damn thing…

I just think to have my friends…I just think to keep in touch with them…

But all of them…beginning no care of me anymore…

WHO U ARE JSCHOONG!!??

WHO WILL REMEMBER YOU!!IDIOT!!DUN BE FOOL OKAY??

JUST BE YOURSELF…IN THIS WORLD…LOST YOU!!

ALSO NOTHING IS CHANGE!!! FXXK YOU BITCH!!!

DUN THINK TOO MUCH!!!JUST BE YOURSELF..!!

U DAMN CARE ABOUT THEY ALL!!WHO CARE ABOUT YOU!!!

NO ONE WILL CARE ABOUT YOU!!!!! NO ONE!!!

P/S:the earth will not stoping to rotated just because of you…the thing we can do is…learn to used to be alone here…