Js in the house``

today is 12nd Sept 2011....
nothing special...but today...is a the birthday of Foo Jing Hui...
happy birthday guys...wished u happy always..
and stay happiness with ur GF yup...^^

give a call to mummy today...^^..yoohoo...
talking about her job...talking the else about my elder sister...
talking about the funny thing are happen between me and Uncle Peter...
talking about....my future...
she say...actually she is not clear what i wanna do...
i tell her as  frankness...
i think to studying...i know..it's won't be easily...
but i think to try my own...and try my best....
but...i have some worries too..
that is...they will less one more living cost...
i tell her...i have think to make it b perfect...
i think to cover the living cost of them...but...
i think to take the nursing school too....
mummy say...u just focus ur studying then ok la....
but i scared....they will tired...they beginning be old....
i'm in a worries...the worry that they din understand....

actually...i'm really love my family soo0 much...
i din care spend how much for them...
i din care need spend how long time to accompany them....
i din care i spend my lunch time to chating with them...
watever i din eat anything...
while them i asking me how about the hurt of my finger...
i say nothing...but the truth was...it's still pain...
while they asking me izit i'm full already...
i say full already...actually...i dun have having any meals...
because i think to saving money to spend the fee of my college...

what i can do...?? i'm already worry the school izit will approve me from now...
but the application date is January...but i'm already worry from now..
haizzz...think too much again...
the word of ''worries'' are full in my mind right now...

damn missing my franz...but...izit they will miss me too..??
still remember Choong Chooi Ken..??
still remember the gals that most short in the class..??
still remember the gals that always cheer u all up...??
forget already...??include Baocai....
she was the best franz in my life...
but...i think she most like her college franz than me...
she less reply my comment...less gv me a comment...
damn feel dissappoint....and sadness...
i always gv them a comment or msg..just only think to remind them...
the being of Js choong....no others means...

the communication was cruel....
anything are related the money$ !!!
money not means everything...but...
dun have money equal u was nothing!!!
i'm always think to used to live in this enviroment....but..
i'm more love the Ipoh life...won't busy...just easy...
i most love that...but...everything is changes....

P/S：the world are changes..the people was following below...
         include the people that around me....
         i'm used to be alone....soo....
         just keep alone...because i think to train myself can b more tough...
          Js choong...GAMbat3h!!!!