Js in the house``

it's a bad day for me...

i'm acting happy...and cover my illness heart...

i'm feeling broken heart...

why...anytime...every boy...

treat me like this...

may b is a good things for him...

he say he can't give me everything...

he say we still is friends...

god...i dun want b friends...

i wanna know what i am in ur heart...

i never hope i can get anything from u...

i just hope have one''Js''live in ur heart...

that's it...how difficult??

dun say any excuse to me...

i don't want to heard that...

i dunno ....when we become like this...

i won't think..i won't dare to think we have our own future...

get married or what..

i just want you love me too...

why anytime...you makes me feeling good vf u...

after that kick me away as soon as well??

i don't understand what those guys thinking about..

love is love...

what u want care the fuck damn things??

it's just a reason that you want to breaking up with me..

no money...i can't hardworking together...

even how hard...

what the sucks reason u give??

u won't know what feelings i have right now...

u make me upset...but what i can do??

crying?? what the?!!

i crying u will come back to me??

sure u won't do that...

i just can say...

every boy just imagine i'm such like a fool...

yes...i am...

but ..thats not means you can hurt me...

Anyway...thx for hurt...you make me growth again..

u teaching me many things...

include how to believe someone...

really thx a lot...ad this time...

i will realize the promise vf myself before...

keep working...earn some money..

leave here again...going to the others places...

i hope...everytime i missing...

i will smile...

because we still have the sweet moment between the day we have be4..

i dun know how to explaine the mood i have right this moment..

just feeling sadness untill spechless..

i going to nokia care centre interview today...

dunno izit success...

i hope so...because...working is more better stay at home...

and thinking about the sucks things...

GOD BLESS ME...!!

and ...my dad....is old...55 years old...

i dun want he still keep working under the sun...

plsssss....give me a chance take care of my family okay??

i do...exchange my ''LOVE'' vf the safe of my family....

PLEASE>>>>!!!!

i missing you...uselesss...!!!