Js in the house``

yesterday nite...my sisiter help me buy a SIM card...

the number is 011...@.@

signal really no good...

after that...today i trying to call my boyfrineds...

but...nobody puicking up the phone...

worry......

izit he don't want me anymore??

or....just is my illusion...think too much...

i'm really miss him so much....

until now....i'm sick...

headache...@.@

for what??

i always ask myself...

izit u trust him will keep contact...

=but,may be he just busy for his work only leh..

izit u still trust he will sign the divorce contract vf his wife??

=may be he will...

izit u trust he never lie u?

=yes,he is....

i'm gonna be crazy....

everyday just keep ask the damn question...

whats wrong vf me...

but i can say....

i will waiting for him...

whatever me and him...no good ending...

if u want i end this relation vf him...

ok,just let me see ,he is together vf his wife or others girl....

then i will give up....

won't pay any hope for him....

and now...i just wish...dun think too much....

get some skill...or study...and get the license...

after that i will going to singapore looking for him...

i say real....not fake....

that is what my mind thinking about....

i trust him....

no matter....my friends told me...

break up early will more better....

but....i don't want....

may be....i love him....

i won't give up....

thanks god ...

let me goe to meet this guy...

he make my life be wonderful...:)

*我想就这样牵着你的手不放开....