need to prove it...

i'm beginning my self-educated...
because...i really can't the english course here...
if i waiting myself to get the course...not so,i start for myself..
looking for my all my franz ...
all is begin learn the different things...
graphic design...account IT...mass media...hairdressing...LCCI...
i think out i'm slow...
watever,i get more money than them...
still unhappy,because..can't get the different feel here...
i wanna b a nurse...
but, this is dream it's hard to b come true...
so how??
what can i do??
feel lonely...feel unreality...no fact...
when i can get a friends like my secondary school franz??

i really need a truly friends...not a hunter...
pls...i really no need the love now...
i just want my normal life...
gotta a new friends again...isn't friends??
just few days...then say wanna to chase me...
izit funny?? i'm not a fool anymore...
may b have many person feel i'm still is a child..==..
but, i'm not...
dun easily to say the word of ''love''...
i just simplely to wanna get some friends..no other means...
i hope he will known that so...


so miss my family...my parents..my sis...my bro...
my baobao...my kar yian...n all of 5Rfriends...


actually,still can get some happy here...
because,here i have the peter uncle..
he is a funny guys...hahahaha...
likve to playing...kidding with him...
he always like to acting...hahaha...
he is different than i think before...
so suit...hahaha...
so thank you for him...because always make me b happy everyday...
thank you so much...
so...i must b hardworking for u...
less talking...more working...
i promise...!