my deeply heart...

what happen to me??
already 3 months ago...
still feeling...something is lost in my life...
what thats??
love??
dream??
n i feel...the distance between my friends...
they all...try they hard to get their dream...
but...how about myself??
what i get when i working at here?
money?
shopping?
busy?
lonely?

i have regret the decision i take...
may be...i should study just like my friends...
so miss them...
last time...ah kit mama come to find me...
felt so sorry to him...
because i busy for my working...
less to accompany him...
sorry mum~XD
but...
have a part...i feel so dissapoint...
that is...
ah ling jealous i can meet ah kit mama...
i didn't means to rob her bf what~~><
i just pleasure n happy to meet some bercham at here...
i just hope...she will know me n ah kit mama..
we nothing...just normal franz...

other people...already happiness 3 months...
opposite...
i'm lonely sadly..few months...
too bad...
i always go sentosa ''SILOSO'' beach...
enjoy the sea wind...blew....blew...
it can gv me relax...
because...i always arm-twisting myself...

i gotta new decision recently...
i'm planning...
i wiil be back ipoh chinese new year...
n when i'm working almost 1 years...
i will resign my job...and go n have a nurse course...
just a plan...
i'm not adopt a big expectation of this dream...

and...
i hope all my ipoh friends can happy in everyday...
ah ling baba...fong yee..keya mami...eva ho mama...amy saw...bik ying...
kar yen ...elaine...jac cheng..yik lee...kee jing...
n the one most important in my life...my good good franz...my wife...
yen siew fongall 5R students...
miss u all so much much...