AlMoSt...

today...i gv xiao wen a call...
actually i'm sick today...
headache...@.@...lol..hate it...
it nice to talk with him...
he is nothing to changes...hahaha..
still love to keep smile...
may b because love nourish...make he becum more happy then before...
so good...
the thing that i feel unbelieveble...
thats is...he keep attend for my blog...
so touching...
whatever...i dun want to crab his weal...
becoz he really treat me so good before...

actually...today...my tears almost to flow...
when i hear his voice...the familiar voice...
suddenly, i felt...the ppl that more care about me are lost...
well...i noe the girl treat him more than me...
so i'm nothing...
i'm really is a bad guy~~
leave me~gv up to me~~thats a good decision~~
i won't hurt the ppl tha treat me so good~
now...the thing that i can do for u is...
get away from u...sometimes gv u a call juz like a normal franz...
thats enough...
just wishes he can get the true love~~
gambateh yup!!


i get a message from my dear franz too~~
i so happy to get their sms~~
because i can noe that...i'm not alone...
i still have franz...
she say she feel so sorry because she is busy for her school work...
then she can't answer my called...
she so scared i will angry that...
hahaha...so cute...i won't la...
i noe ur guys is busy for your own school work what...
not like me...free like a cripple...shit!!

after i join with the society...
i gatta known the real live in everyone...
that cruel...realism...
make me in a trouble...
i just a normal guys...always think to simplicity to help other...
but...opposite...thats guy do wrong just will say is my wrong...
ever to say thank you to me...
i'm not really want to force anyone to say thank you for me...
but...i just simple to help someone...but they just smear me...
now i noe a word...
it's hard to be a good person...WTF!!
auntie!!this is the last time i smear to u!!
no next time!! stop to talk with me!!
i won't forgv u what!!

before...i am more idiot then now...
so now...i noe that...no one can protect me...
so i promise myself...must b protect myself avoid the injured...
watever got someone tell me ''just let me to protect u''...
i also won't trust it...because now! i just believe myself...
other...!? huh...watever u didn't tell the truth to me...
but dun lie me! i hate lies n promise!!