what can i do?

ding...

i always tell myself...

i wanna be strong...

i wanna be mature...

i'm not lonely at all...but...it's all is just a reason...

i can't do it all...i dunno why...when i see their sweet pic..

just have a feel think to crying..

izit i'm still love him?

he is no good...why i still missing him?? 

why i still moody because of him?

i dun wan control by him..

so thats why i say...

sometimes or something..if i can keep the attitude (i dun noe)..

thats more better..haizz...

faint ar...

i just try my best to forget..

the memory is pass..not sweet memory anymore..

sometimes..got ppl asked me..

why you keeping look the sky?

i just keep smile...and say nothing...

the moon and the star is beauty...

and they are the lighter in my life..

it just like...erm..

they look like known what i thinking about..

known what feeling i have now...

and always support me..

so i feel so relax...when i look at the sky...

i noe that...without him...i also can live better..

but...why my heart still pain...and feel so hurt?

isn't means the love?

this is the first time i got a feel like this...

but...actually...from the time that he delete me at the fb franz list..

he is not my franz anymore...

so i decided...i wan my dream come true..

i wanna b more better than now..

watever...just alone...i also want to make my life b wonderful..

i hope i really can do this...

so...from now...keeping talking with myself...

Js choong! gambateh neh!

when the time i feel sadness..

my mind was thinking about my franz..

because..be4 we gradurated..when i'm in sad...

they always support me..

and say...don't cry baby...

thats have many funny memory in the high school life's..

i love u all franz..really loving u all..

and my family...damn missing...

when i can go bck and see you?

i'm feel so alone and useless at here..

need some support..when i'm sad..

i can't tell my family what making me feel sad..

haiz...T^T

so..i just need some support..