really feel alone...

today...

sudeenly...he is occur in my mind again...

izit he got the magic?

how/why he can make me love...n miss him so much?

damn!! i'm begin to hate myself...

everytime say let it go...dun review the old memory..

but...haizz...

why i will bcum like this??

actually...after,we separate...i noe...

i should b stronger...n end the tears...

or beginning my own life...izit i'm used to b dependence other...

so make myself b so weak...

i can't feel warm at here...almost feel myself got some problem of my mind...

when i face the mirror...i will talk with myself...

even...i will crying...

what wrong with me?? what i wanna to do now??

what i want? what i need?? i dun know....

izit i over alone? feeling bad over??

i got the pressure??

now...what i have th secret that can't tell anyone...

i just looking for the moon...the star...n the dark sky...

just like talk with myself...ask myself...n answer myself...

actually...i noe i should b live more better then him...

more happy then him...but i dun noe...

why i can't do that...

now...when i'm nervous...my mind is empty...

i trying to do better at the work..

but i always let them feel disappoint to me...

n feel i'm so lazy...

but i just trying to do better...i no need have many money of my salary..

just need a chance to let me show my potential...

they ever noe...that is make me feel more Inferiority...

this society...not evryone also can tell them all my mind...

alone..is so hard...what can i do?

should i can wake up??

haiz...really feel i have some problem in my mind...

suddenly feel happy...suddenly feel unhappy...

what going on with me.....