i have to say...no matter is can't use the time to let it go...

now...i feel...

no matter is can't use the time to forget it...

it's just the different that the way you have to do...

n the decided u make it...

i no feeling when i see his status...

his sweet pic...

i noe it's a new beginning of my life...

before...

i hear someone to say...

how long u 2gether wif him...

then u need how long the time to let it go...

i like this phrase...

it's true...or...it also can say...is the ''guanyin'' hear what i wish infront her...

i wish ''my family is keeping safety..n heathly..n i hope i can try my best to forget it..''

izit i gotta do it?

but..i noe..it just a beginning...

haven't end...bcoz...

when i talking about him with my best franz...

i still feel hurt...

but...the hurt feel is no heavy then be4 already...

bcoz...no one noe what i thinkng about ..

include my family...

just is her n yin erh can noe what i should do...

what i thinking about...

what is my feeling...

watever...they just gv me the support...

i felt so happy...i have this two franz...

may b i need to say thank you to the ppl that hurt me...

he is gv me a chance to grow up...

now..i gotta b...not children anymore...

i noe...my look...my heigh...is just like a child...

but i noe i'm mature...

i have change bcoz of him...thx very much...

my franz is asking me...

''do u angry him?''

i say:''no...''

franz:''why? he is hurt u..why u still think he still is ur franz..''

i say:''it's ok...just think it is a chance...to myself to grow up...''

i'm not good...but...i dun wan to love..or hate this ppl...

bcoz he is no relation to me...

no franz...no lover...just a strangers...

so...dun mind it..juz let him get away from my world...

i....

dun wan my franz to b a second stupid JS ...

i hope they have happiness...n together with their lover forever...

if that...i will feel so happy..

i can without anything...but i can't without my family n my best franz...

bcoz...i really love them...

so now...just trying to get my dream come true...

i will try all my best to it...

wished myself good luck~~