damn missing my family...n my franz...

sometimes...i will give them a call...
but they r feel so surprise why i will contact them...
it just easy man...
because i miss you all what...haha...
it's really... missing u alll...
missing the day that we chating n gossip at the school...
when we got the examination...
we all b the copy cat...
haha...
always asked the answer from other...
it's damn like a adventure...
i like that feel...

i missing the soup that cook by my mum...
whatever have a auntie always cook the soup for me...
i always feel...it no good than mum's...
hahaha...
think to back bercham...
but i need to strive...
i can't easy to gv up for it...
so that...continue to my busy life...

this few day...
i learn how to get the MRT...
at begin...i think it's so hard...
but now...i feel it's easy...
hahaha...
so i decided...the next holidays...
i won't go jb with them...
stay here...and go to the library get somes books...
just alone may b feel more free...
i love...listen the music while walking...
so enjoy it..XD...

actually...
still feel...have something in my heart but...
but i can't release it...
why i have this feeling?
does i something wrong with my mind...
and i will feel so unhappy...
while i'm working...
feel so many stress..
watever i do how good...
how excellent...
they still have more required...
always say my response so slow...
say i'm no enough clever...
they dunno it so hurt...
i dun have chating with other...
i just standing there n wait the customer have a own seat...
then i will forward n ask the drinks...

ok!fine!
i put up with!
i always keep doing like this...
but have a one day...
i really beh tahan...
please dun blame me...is u force me...


recently...
i keeping see have many uncle is sleep at the road side at the singapore...
singapore is a good place...
so modern...so advanced...
but..it's really dun have the human touch...
always blame the old parent's n dun want them...
just let them go...
wat the fxxk of this social?
izit they noe it they is thier parents...
i hate to see the poor uncle or auntie...
i will got a feel so hurt...
i think to help them...
but i'm can't...what can i do?
if one day...
i have many money...
i will build a building for the ols parents n gv them some help..
this was b my next next dream...
when i;m free...
i think i can b volunteer also...
gambateh!