Js in the house``

i'm beginning to understanding...
some else..not only depends the ability i have then can settle...
thinking back..i think..i will be...i'm the right...
but now...i'm regret...i'm wrong...
when i just reach this big city...everything is strangers..
don't know how to get the MRT...
don't know what the roadsign write about..
don't know what the singaporians talking about...
no dare to speaking with them...
all greek to me...
ya...here is more convenient than M'sia..
the public security are more safe than M'sia...
and the quality of life more good than M'sia...
but...here...got 10 stores have 8 store is sell the same thing...
the different is they have the different name only..==
the siangaporians always think that...i'm more standard than malaysian...
actually we just same pls...==


it's very very stress here....
they make me feel soooooo!!! stress!!!!
do also wrong....i din do that also wrong...
so i better do nothing...
if u want scold...just go ahead...
i din care anymore...!!
not only ur siangporians can speak the ''ang mo'' very well..
i also can...!!
u keeping say i'm lazy...ok...fine!
when i gotta see i'm sitting on the chair while our shop got a lot of ppl??
when u gotta hear i scold u one word??
when u gotta see the thing u told me i never do??
are u sure thats call ''LAZY''??
oh man...
i think u should going back ur secondary ..
and redo the education that ur mummy give...
yup..u can say i'm idiot...but u can't say i'm lazy...
becoz i'm not!!!


thats many else is happen in this year....
i'm really think to getting my school life...again...
pls...i dun wanna be a waitress in the coffee shop whole lilfe..
i will die...==..
a million word of '' i don't want''....
i dun want those ppl say i can't do that...
include my mother...i just wanna to pove that to them...
and show what i can...
i'm not sure i can get the great grade from the exam/assignment..
or whatever..i just know..what metter..i wl try my best..
and i still believe i can!!!god...just give me one more chance..pls..T^T...


*i just hope...anything will be sucess...*
#i will miss you always...always remember you..#
(to somebody i love....)