he really is a special guy...

the first time that i see him...
thats nothing special...
but...for him...
he feel i'm the special girl...
i dunno why he will get this feel...
but..he keeping say like this...
he say...
he never see have a girl...can b hard for the working..
so strong...
and he never see a girl can keeping smiling for anyone...
so sweet...
he never see the girl the girl that can so mature of her word that she say...
so special...

hard for the working...
because,i just wanna to show that i can do it...
i'm not weak...girl also can be stronger...
i keeping smiling...
because,i wanna be happy everyday...
i dun wan be the sadness...
and i have a promise for myself...that is...live more better...
the mature word i say...
because...i have many experience of my life...
so that make me be mature little...

he is fall in love to me...
but...i dun have accept him...whatever...he is the special...
he is older than me 6 years...
but we dun have the problem of the communicate...
i love this feel...
he hope i can accept him...but...i'm not really grasp him...
so that,i hope...just be franz only...
i'm no ready to accept anyone...
i scared the hurt...

if i one more time hurt like that...
i think...
i can't be strong again...may b...
i will jump to the MRT track...

he is send me the chocolate...
==...lol...he wan make me be a fat girl???
i dun wan lorrr...
but...it's very thank you...
actually i so love the chocolate...hahahaha...

dunno why..i so curious of his history...
think to grasp the story of him...
he is the SAGITTARIUS just same like me...
so i like to talk with him...it's so...well...
he so obediant...he like the smoking...
but i tell him i hate that...
he promise me he will reduce the smoking because of me...
hahaha...just like a mummy talk with her son...XD
so funny to chat with him...
i really love this feel...
because of him...i'm be more happy at the singapore...