2012年6月17日星期日

最近老是有很多的意外的状况发生...
最近到底犯谁了?? 看来我必须去打打小人才对...
什么叫做把公司当做第二个家??
我很想告诉你...很抱歉...我的家只有一个...
而且我从来没有当那里是我的家...
因为我的家人没有你们的嘴巴那么坏...
没有你门的心那么狭窄...一点点小事...
都要搞到很大件事将...我不是那个始作俑者...
我不是故事的起端...只是普通的一件事情...
你要我辞职直说就可以了....不用绕那么多个圈来shoot我...
我自己的能力有多少我自己知道...
我知道...也明白你是我的上司...所以我会给你几分尊重...
可是,你竟然这样来维护你自己的朋友...
我可以说...打从我进来的那一天我就开始计划...什么时候走...
亏我还想到你对我还不错...不要对你作得那么的绝..
结果??....
我知道你有个朋友的女儿要进来工作...
可是首先必须有个人先辞职...
可是,也用不着拿我开刀...
我自问....我努力的更改自己的错误...
无论是大小的事务...我都有尽我自己的力量...
偶尔的疏忽是我的错...可是至少我曾经努力过...
我从来没有想过要争什么...什么职位...什么权利...
我一点也没想过...我受够了...只要找到机会...我会向你辞职..
这样下去...我心力会变少...

至于下一步该如何去走我会再planning...
妈妈说....出新加坡...爸爸说...出新加坡...
新加坡.....的确是个赚钱的好地方...
翌年内...我也存了不少...可是,我走了的话...
他怎么办?? 这就是我的顾虑...
我走了....谁会给于他无限的支持??
妈妈说了一句让我很想哭的话...
她说太粘家根本独立不了...可惜....我爱家也错了吗??
当我真的不粘家了....你不担心吗??
我知道自己总爱粘着妈妈....可是...那都是因为我放不下你们啊...
唉...钟彩琼啊..钟彩琼.....你到底想怎样...??

如今想找个适合的朋友聊聊....却发现...
我的朋友真的不多...连我认为...最要好的朋友..
也好像不太想和我联络...难道当年那些友谊嗾使假的吗??
有些事...不是不想说...是因为不懂从何说起...
有些事....不想解释...因为我也不懂自己想怎么样...
有些事...很想说...很想发泄...却不懂和谁倾诉....
有些事...明明已经计划好了...却出现了许多意料不到的意外...
难道人生就是这样那个?? 一定要遇到这么多的挫折才算精彩??

后悔选择了爱情...如果如今还是单身...
就不会有那么的忧虑了....

2012年6月1日星期五

THERE HAVE A LONG TIME ...I DIN COMING BACK TO UPDATE MY STATUS...
HAVE MANY ELSE HAPPENED...
SAD....HAPPY....
FROM THE DATE THAT GOING TO TELUK BATIK....
MY DEAREST FRIENDS....BAO CAIII....
SHE....SUCH STRANGERS FOR ME...
I DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAINE WHAT IS HAPPENING...
BECAUSE....I ALSO DUNNO...WHAT I DID SHE  BE UNHAPPY....
I CAN'T LOST HER....SHE IS MY BEST FRINEDS IN MY WORLD...
I DON'T WANT OUR RELATION....SUCH LIKE A STRANGERS...
LIKE WE DIN KNOW EACH OHTHER...
I DON'T WANT BECOME LIKE THAT...
IF YOU(BAO CAI) GOT MY POST HERE...
I HOPE U CAN UNDERSTAND ME...
ACTUALLY...WHATEVER...I'M ALREADY HAVE A COUPLE...
IT'S DOESN'T MATTER WHAT...WE STILL IS FRIENDS...
AND I'M JEALOUS....JEALOUS YOU ARE SO HAPPY AT YOUR SCHOOL...
JEALOUS U GOT MANY FRIENDS THERE...
JEALOUS....THE CLASSMATE THAT ALWAYS BESIDE YOU...
MAY BE..YOU CAN SAY....YOU CAN FEEL...I'M CHILDISH...
BUT....I JUST WANT LET YOU KNOW THAT...I  IMPORTANCE YOU...
THAT'S IT...BUT YOU MAKE ME SO SAD...
EVERYTIME I DATE YOU OUT....YOU REJECT ME...
WHEN SOMEBODY DATE...YOU JUST APPROVED...

AND THEN....ACTUALLY...
I THINK TO RESIGN MY JOB DURING THE JULY...
I THINK GOING TO THE GENTING LOOKING FOR ANOTHER JOB...
BUT...
IT'S NOT EASY...
MY MUM SAY....YOU ARE GOOD HERE...
WHY YOU STILL WANT TO CHANGE ANOTHER JOB...
IN THE IPOH ...THE SALARY MUST BE LIKE THIS....
THE MOST....ONLY 1000$ FOR THE NO ANY EXPERIENCE...
 IF NOW....YOU RESIGN...YOU CAN GET THIS JOB AGAIN...

IZIT RIGHT??
ANYONE CAN GIVE ME SOME OPINION...
I JUST WANT TO GET MORE MONEY...
IF ONLY 1000$ I CAN'T COVER ANYTHING...==...
BUT I ALSO DUNNO WHAT I ACTUALLY WANT...HAIZZZZ...FXXK OFFF...!!!

AND RECENTLY...THE THING THAT ONLY MAKE ME HAPPY ...
THAT IS...I GOT YOU...XD...

WHATEVER YOU HAVE A BIG BELLY...
WHATEVER YOU NOT HANDSOME THAN OTHER GUYS...
IT'S OK....JUST THE REASON THAT I LOVE YOU...
THAT'S ENOUGH..:)...HOPE WE CAN TOGETHER THROUGH ANY...
TROUBLE...HAPPY...SADNESS...:)...
THQ VERY MUCH..MY MR. KANG...