i gotta feel useless in front my mum...

After i'm back from the singapore..

i'm be happy...she be worry...

haizzzz...actually i really din like the SG...

what ever they are excited when talking about the Singapore...

I'm not intrested for it at all...

i try my hard to make my job be wonderful...

but, sometimes...i keep to omit some ''important'' things...

such like...when i typing the resit Billing KIV...

i will forgot to photostep the Warranty Card of the handset...

It was a big trouble...ok...never mind...

i already call back the dealer..

and they promise they will bring the Warranty Card to me..

at thusday..becoz the wednesday is a public holiday...

the second times...i always forgot to remark the Micro sd and the service charge on that resit paper...stupid!!==

idiot...pls don't repeat the damn stupid act at the same time..

and then....i have a new plannig for going back to the Singapore..

because the problem of money...

GOD...everything the price is increasing...

so...the salary that i got here...is not enough...and too low...

not i have a high request...

at the first time...i'm back here is think to have a school..

but...the school dun have the course that i want...

and when i'm during the secondary school...i wan take the account subject..

so that...if the school have that coursing i also can't get that...

becase the accountant is can't get the science subject...

so thats why...ican't continue to studying...

Jschoong..pls don't care about that guy anymore...

evrynight...i have a same dream when i'm fall asleep...

he is appear in my dream...

and make me crying....i really think to let it go...

but..it's was not easy like my imagine...

and don't think about it...

LET'S SLEEP RIGHT NOW...!!

have a long time ago i din renew my blog again...
urgh..so busy for my job...
after finish working ...i gotta feeling so tired..!!==


i have to spend my blood and sweat to earn my money...
and now...i spend my saliva to earn my money...
ya...the salary is too low...
but...the job still need to keep on going...
after i have to learn the all skill in this company...
i will move myself...:)
this is my new planning...


feel faint...
because...i have a generation gap with my new collegue...
i went to working as early as possible...
but...when we leave...when we follow the time excatly...
they have another vision for us...
god...==...
i nothing to do already...if i'm not leave...
when i can go??
and ...i swear...i done my job today...
why u still using the special vision and look at me..??
why huh??
izit i'm look ugly...or...all of u dislike me vf no any reason??
plsssss....dun do that...i feel stress...==


last time is my manager bufday...
the collegue say want to make a celebration to her..
god...i think to say...
my mum birthday too...i still havent give her a celebration too...
just because of you...
ok ...fine...my mum also say never mind...
but...this celebration waste my most money you know..==
i have no money anymore...
i need to scrimp and save them ...
and bought a car and house for my parents...
haizzzz....actually i'm just angry because of you...
i can't make a birthday wish for my mum...
and...if you have any comment...just post to me...
no need gossip at the back of me ...plsss...
i can accept that...ya...i admit too my english is not good...
but i think it's not bad too...
any problem to me...you can tell me...
i'm ok what...
i won't like the others to fawn upon sb in every possible way for you...
LISTEN...I WON'T DO THAT...
i am who i am...i no need the whole people like me...
so i din care u dislike me...that's it the thing i want to say...